February 2012
“The anorexic mind doesn’t just magically go away when weight is gained
- it...”
– Portia de Rossi
Why did they discharge me?
soulfully-fragile:
My parents fought for me to stay. But we lost the fight. I was still discharged on Friday because of my age. I feel so low right now. I miss the nurse from the hospital so much. Not just that, it hurts like hell to know that I’ll probably never see her again let alone speak to her. I want to go somewhere nice and peaceful, and slit my wrists open. I could do it. I could end it...
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whisperinautumn replied to your post: If you want to tell me something or ask me…
What’s fan mail?
When you go to your messages, there’s a button on the right hand side that says ‘send fan mail’. It’s like sending an ask, but you can’t reply to it.
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I haven't been to this class in so long, I've...
It’s been around two and a half weeks now.
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If you want to tell me something or ask me something, don’t do it on fan mail. Just don’t.
Reblog if you’d care if the person you reblogged...
How the hell am I supposed to get back to school...
when people say they "couldn't do this, wouldn't...
odolnost:
redefiningolivia:
what does that mean for the people who legitimately don’t have family support? i hope, hope so deeply that recovery or happiness or freedom or life can come from WITHIN an individual. or else, what hope do we have? we have to search that much harder. the strength is in there somewhere. what i’m trying to say is: no matter WHAT you’re going through, and no matter if...
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whisperinautumn replied to your post: When Baylee is sleeping, she growls and then…
Do you think that if you had more support and love then maybe you wouldn’t have an Eating disorder? Sometimes I think that.
I don’t know. That’s such a difficult question. I mean, like, even when I was very little, my family praised weight loss, gave me tips to curb appetite, instructed me on how...
When Baylee is sleeping, she growls and then hiccups repeatedly.
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Thank god my feeding frenzy stopped with the salad.
Why can’t I just be back at school so I could get rid of it all.
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Anonymous asked: All your posts make me sad.. I think you're a lovely person.. You're beautiful. I think it's great that you're actually eating, it shouldn't make you feel like a failure, it should make you feel like you're getting better..
I just keep eating and eating so I don’t do something else stupid.
No self control. I’ve had a bowl of cereal, a serving of goldfish, an apple, and a salad.
I just can’t do this anymore, but I don’t know how to change.
Fuck, I need to stop complaining and just jump out a window or something. Ugly bitch.
How did I get like this?
I don’t want to live like this.
I’ve locked myself in the bathroom and I’m not coming out. I’m laying on the floor in a crumpled heap of tears. I don’t deserve life. Why won’t someone just kill me.
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“All alone even when I was a child I knew there was something to be frightened...”
– The past
35 reps of 14 stairs each.
Last minute ‘trying to work off some fat’ exercises before the candle light vigil.
Only three hours left.
I don’t want to go. I’m much too fat. I CAN’T go.
But I can’t tell anyone that because they’ll say I’m looking for attention and to get over it.
That’s what they always say.
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daintycorpse replied to your post: I hate it when my mother takes the food out of their boxes and puts them in random containers. I can’t figure out the calories that way so now I can’t eat the food.
if you know what brand it is, you can google it?
I don’t know the brand.
And for the bagel I was thinking about having, Google doesn’t really recognize the local...
I hate it when my mother takes the food out of...
It’s funny how everyone loves Star Trek, but I haven’t heard anyone talk about the old school, awesome Star Trek series with Data and Jordie.
Peanut butter used to be my favorite food, but I haven’t had any in months and months because of the calories in it.